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Sunday, October 23, 2005

okay hi.
i did extremely bad for prelims: 21 points
thats some screwed up shit
anyway
my two best friends got 10 and 11 points
so you can guess how sucky i'm feeling
somehow even with these kinda results,
i'm stil not motivated to work harder.
its like, i totally gave up on myself
i don't have the drive to prove others wrong anymore
cos even as i work hard, the results don't show
so what's the whole damn point
my parents jst go on chanting
"study hard! try to get into a jc!"
while my bro goes
"are you sure you studied the whole day? didn't seem like you did."
it jst drives me nuts that i can jst sit in my room and stone for hours
while my friends are happily mugging away
note the word "happily"
i don't knw how in the world do they do it
what really upset me was
that those who nvr gave a shit about their studies
got around the same results as me
like wtf? that's so freaking unfair?
what's the whole point in studying then?
perhaps they're jst smart or maybe, lucky.
things jst get better with having cousins getting 6-pointers
all the freaking comparisons jst kill me
i really don't knw what i want in life
and i don't knw which direction am i heading
but nevertheless, there's nothing much i can do
maybe i'll jst study hard and get disappointing results again
results that don't go with the term "i did my best."


& I’d walk through hell for you; 12:13 AM